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Well, to start, I have Bipolar Disorder, Borderline personality Disorder, and a sever case of Agoraphobia. I’m a nice person and I like making friends, but it is hard because I’m extremely shy and have a tendency to be brutally honest (almost to the point of hurting the person I am being honest with).

My moods change like the winds, my desires and wants are all too different depending on what time of the day it is. I have a hard time being around a bunch of people and have anxiety attacks if I am unable to escape from them or am forced to be around them for long periods of time.

I have tons of hobbies which include: woodworking, making dream-catchers, writing, drawing, painting, graphic arts, making music vids for shows I like, and reading.

I CANNOT live without my coffee.

I have two cats, which I do like (even when Boe is acting like an ass). I have three gorgeous sisters who all have children (of which some of those children have children). I’m fairly close to my family. I consider my sisters some of my best friends.

I was fairly wild in my younger days but have since calmed down immensely. I very RARELY drink (like once every 4 or 5 years) but I do smoke. I’m not fond of bars and I HATE sports. I don’t mind if my friends and family watch them, just don’t expect me to sit in. I’m also great with computers.

I'm a total romantic at heart, but I’ll be honest and say I have a lot of walls built around myself. I have mental disabilities that cannot be ignored because they will NEVER go away.

I love people who can sing and play an instrument.

Oh...and I'm Bisexual.

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Favorite Quotations:

"There is a moment when you say to yourself, ‘Oh, there you are. I’ve been looking for you forever.'" Blaine from Glee in the episode "Original Song"

P: "There's a stigma in this country about mental illness. I mean Depression, Anxiety, OCD, Bipolar, they're hard to diagnose, so people don't always appreciate that they're serious problems, but they are."

E: "Yeah, um, I don't know. I'm not sure I want to lay on a couch and tell some stranger all of my secrets, and I don't want to start popping pills just so I can turn into someone that other people want me to be. This is how I am. This is who I'm supposed to be."

P: "Your illness is not who you're supposed to be. It's keeping you from who you're supposed to be...Look you're a guidance counselor right? So if a student came to you and said they had Diabetes, would you give them insulin? Or would you just say, hey that's just who you're supposed to be?"
Emma and her Psychiatrist on Glee episode "Born this way" (Best lines I've ever heard to describe mental illness!)


"Being bisexual is the worst of any world because you don't really belong anywhere, because you are never sure of yourself or those around you. You can't trust in anyone, their motives or their intentions. And because of that, you have, in a world that likes its nice shiny labels, no true identity." Ianto in The Twilight Streets


What lies behind us, and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us. Ralph Waldo Emerson


"Look I got an A on career day, I must have just missed that class on personal relationships. It's not about men or women, it's about me. If you don't fall in love, you can't get hurt." Samantha from "Now and Then"


Death is certain, Life is not.

“If A is a success in life, then A equals x plus y plus z. Work is x; y is play; and z is keeping your mouth shut.” ~ Albert Einstein

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Favorite Music:
Since it would take too long to list out exactly who I like I’ll go with basics. I like country, soft rock, hard rock, R&B, and a little bit of jazz. The only music I’m not fond of is Opera and Rap.

Favorite TV Shows:
Charmed, Doctor Who, Eureka, Fringe, Glee, Grimm, Haven, House MD, Law & Order (CI and SVU), Life After People, NCIS, NCIS: LA, Perception, Saving Hope, SGA, SGU, SG-1, The Simpsons, Smallville, Stargate:SG-1, Stargate Atlantis, Stargate Universe, Supernatural, Terra Nova, The Mentalist, The X- files, Torchwood, Touch, True Blood, Warehouse 13, and a couple more I’m sure.

Favorite Movies:
Movies I could watch a million times…lol. Knowing, Harry Potter (all of them), The Core, A Walk To Remember, Twister, The Day After Tomorrow, Ella Enchanted, A Cinderella Story, Star Wars (all of them), Superman, and tons more…

Favorite Authors:
Stephen King, Jude Deveraux, Stepanie Meyer, Rachel Caine, and basically thrillers, sci-fi, or romance.

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SEXUALITY
Love is love, be it between two men, two women, or a man and a woman. Why should it matter?
Love is the most valuable thing in the universe; why should loving be a bad thing?

(If you believe homophobia is wrong. Please do your part to end it.)

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